You ever get to the point where you have nothing to lose, so you're ready to face your biggest fears? That's where I am now. For past few days, I feel like I've been hitting several low points, and each point is a reality check. It makes me analyze all of my actions that led me to here. It's forcing me to take ownership of the things that I make excuses for: overspending, procrastination, work, stagnation, etc. I'm beginning to see parts of myself that I've tried to ignore before. These moments are opportunities for growth and to learn. It's a chance for me to admit to my faults and accept that I'm not perfect and neither is my life. It's time for me to embrace vulnerability. In the end, I know I will become wiser, and I will blossom into something great. But for now, I just have to push through the best that I can.